I'm having a really difficult time right now. Not necessarily all physical, but it feels like a lot of stuff is just out of my control right now.
I've been having lots of diarrhea, abdominal pain, nausea, feeling full, and some vomiting. i had a colonoscopy the other day and they say that my Crohn's is in remission, except for an ulcer at my anastomosis site.
I'm so happy that they say it is in remission, but I know that something is still not right. I had a CT scan, blood work, and an MRI this week to check for pancreatitis. They thought they found a mass on my liver, but turns out on an MRI that it is just fatty liver and there was a shadow that just lookedl ike a mass.
My mother in law was asking me how all my testing went and I told her, she said that it sounds like i need a psychiatrist!!! Seriously? My biggest fear is someone telling me that its all in my head. From a young age, my granmother always told me I was faking and it was all in my head. When I first got really sick, doctors always told me it was in my head and nothing was wrong. So for now, someone to say that to me just really ticks me off.
She went on to say that maybe I just internalize my stress and this is how it plays out? I'm not really stressed out right now. I just want someone to tell me what the heck is going on.
Sorry for the vent, but someone telling me that it is mental really irritates and upsets me.
I've been having lots of diarrhea, abdominal pain, nausea, feeling full, and some vomiting. i had a colonoscopy the other day and they say that my Crohn's is in remission, except for an ulcer at my anastomosis site.
I'm so happy that they say it is in remission, but I know that something is still not right. I had a CT scan, blood work, and an MRI this week to check for pancreatitis. They thought they found a mass on my liver, but turns out on an MRI that it is just fatty liver and there was a shadow that just lookedl ike a mass.
My mother in law was asking me how all my testing went and I told her, she said that it sounds like i need a psychiatrist!!! Seriously? My biggest fear is someone telling me that its all in my head. From a young age, my granmother always told me I was faking and it was all in my head. When I first got really sick, doctors always told me it was in my head and nothing was wrong. So for now, someone to say that to me just really ticks me off.
She went on to say that maybe I just internalize my stress and this is how it plays out? I'm not really stressed out right now. I just want someone to tell me what the heck is going on.
Sorry for the vent, but someone telling me that it is mental really irritates and upsets me.