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So sick of being sick!

Hi, I am new to forums, so you guys will have to help me. I am having a flare, so I've been looking for some support.
I was diagnosed with Crohn's at 13 months , but after the initial flare it was controlled with Pentasa for more than 10 years until I was 11. When I didn't gain any weight for a year my GI doc tried having me supplement my diet with extra calories. Unfortunately the way he decided to do that was to have me drink a milkshake each night, even though I had a history of a milk protein allergy. I ended up getting gastrointestinal reflux, which he then prescribed Prilosec for. I had an adverse reaction to the proton-pump inhibitor and developed severe stomach cramps with two different PPIs.
We stopped the Prilosec and my GI doc scheduled a scope at CHOP. Only the biopsy showed inflammation and what we saw was minimal. At this point the abdominal pain I was experiencing was inflammation, but the scope didn't show enough inflammation to make sense of the pain. Even though my doc knew I had Crohn's and that I could have inflammation in my small intestine as well, he treated my Crohn's like I only had inflammation in the places the scope showed.
When that course of treatment didn't resolve my pain he tried Prednisone and Entocort. After I had been on these for a while we attempted to taper, supposedly because my GI track had hopefully been able to heal by then. Unfortunately it hadn't and tapering caused me significant pain. We tried to taper anyway, but every time I just felt worse.
We weren't happy with the care we were receiving from CHOP so we switched to AI Dupont. My new GI doc had me do another scope and the results were the same. Eventually we tried a white blood cell scan and finally saw the significant irritation in my small intestine. I was put on Remicade and 6mp. The 6mp messed with my liver so we stopped it. For a while the Remicade worked great, but wasn't taking care of everything, so we tried adding methotrexate to my medicinal cocktail. It was looking really good for a while but then I got really dizzy. We are in the process of attempting to transfer to Humira.
Ok, I think I got all that right. It's been more than a year now since it was obvious this was a Crohn's flare. I have had 2 scopes, 2 white blood cell scans, been on an elemental diet for 3 months, and tried almost everything. If Humira doesn't work, I probably will need to try trial medications.
I don't have much of a life any more. I can hardly go anywhere anymore because of the pain and even though I have been having pain for months, my GI doc still doesn't want to do any narcotics, even though nothing else we have tried works. We have tried anti-cramping meds and lots of non-narcotic pain meds. I have been on the Pred so long I am developing steroid toxicity.
I am so sick of this and I am really ticked off at my GI doc. It feels like none of the GI docs are listening to me. I am not making this pain up, people! All of you must understand how painful and debilitating IBD can be. I can't go anywhere without a wheelchair at this point! We shouldn't have to lose our lives while attempting to treat this. I spent the last month on a mattress on the floor of our family room! I understand that they want to treat the cause, not the symptoms, but I can't do anything. I hope you guys understand how I feel.
 
I get it.

I was a sickly child, teenager and adult. Ive had to apply for SSD because I just cant work anymore. This disease messes with your mind. The endless pain leads to learned helplessness which leads to anxt. and depression. I feel like Im a burden on my family and fiancee.

I am blessed tho as by an act of God I found a therapist who has Crohn's and knew my mother from way back when, and is treating me for free. (So lucky there). But really just having someone who understands that I can talk to is great. Even tho my fiancee has been there through it all its just not the same.

I wish I could help, god bless.
 
Thank you for the support. I see a therapist, too. Just having someone you can talk to really helps me as well. Part of what is making this so hard is that many of my friends don't understand my limitations and why I can't do stuff about how I feel. As far as they're concerned I was normal until just last year when all of this started.
 

DustyKat

Super Moderator
Hi DragonGirl and :welcome:

I'm so sorry to hear about all you are going through. You are not alone hun, you will find many, many people here that understand your pain, frustration and helplessness...unfortunately it is all too common. :(

I don't have Crohns but my children do and it breaks my heart to see the pain and suffering they have been through. Is it worth changing docs again? Are you able to see a GI that is a Crohns specialist?
That is right, when you treat the cause then hopefully the symptoms go away BUT until that happens you have to have relief from your symptoms, you have to be able to function! Do you take anyone with you when you go to the doc, someone that can advocate on your behalf?

I hope you find relief soon hun and a doc who will listen, it's the very least you deserve.

Thinking of you, :hug:
Dusty. xxx
 
My GI doc is doing a great job trying to find a medication that works for me, and changing docs is very hard as well. My mom comes with me and she thinks it has been too long as well. I missed more than half a year of school!
I don't know if my GI doc is a crohn's specialist, but he is definitely doing a better job than my original GI doc. Luckily for me my primary is in agreement with us and she is working on finding a pain med for us that works. We tried Percocet, but it gave me tachycardia and I went to Dupont with a pulse of 175. I got out earlier today. Any ideas for pain meds?
 

DustyKat

Super Moderator
I'm not familiar Percocet but I think one of the main ingredients is Oxycodone. My children have always been prescribed Endone which works well for them but it is also Oxycodone.

There are many preparations of Oxycodone available so another form may be more agreeable to you. If however it is the Oxycodone in any form that is going to be problematic perhaps you could go down the path of the morphine based analgesics instead.

Dusty. xxx
 
Thanks for the welcome everyone!
And thank you for the pain meds suggestions Dusty! Right now we are hoping the tachycardia was because of steroid toxicity and the amitriptyline I am taking. I didn't have a reaction to the Nubain they gave me in the ER, so we might still find a pain med with oxycodone. I believe that the other main ingredient is acetaminophen, so maybe the problem is more with that. Wish me luck!
Thanks everyone!
 
This works as a narcotic but I nerver builds on itself

I'm not familiar Percocet but I think one of the main ingredients is Oxycodone. My children have always been prescribed Endone which works well for them but it is also Oxycodone.

There are many preparations of Oxycodone available so another form may be more agreeable to you. If however it is the Oxycodone in any form that is going to be problematic perhaps you could go down the path of the morphine based analgesics instead.

Dusty. xxx
------------------------------------------------------------------------------I dont know why I am in this little space to write but maybe you could take what I take for my severe Crohn's pain issue. I take Suboxone. Soboxone was an is a treatment used for detoxing off off narcotics. I have found that it is a great substitute for pain medicines that are narcotics. Narcotics are very addicting and since Crohn's is a life long disease, your doctors are right to not jump right in and prescribe them. However, it is not fair to let you suffer. I became addicted to my pain medicine and I can tell you for sure, it is definitely a worse disease than Crohn's. The BIG PLUS SIDE for Suboxone for me is that it doesn't make me feel like I need to increase my dose. I have been on the same dose I started on 4 years ago. When I first started on it, it had to be prescribed by a Psychiatrist. Some doctors are not aware of it. The doctors have to take a special course to be able to subscribe it to patients. GI doctors, mine anyway are not the doctors that prescribe pain medicine generally. You may want to check into a Pain Specialist. Please be very careful taking pain medicine. It is so easy, with all of the pain and aggravation we go through, to want to Zone out of what our bodies are going through. Pain medicine will do this but for me it became my "crutch" and I stopped trying any other treatments. I lost so much in my life because eventually I didn't care about anything in my life as much as I cared about having pain medicine. I am sorry to go on and on about it but I just never want you to have to endure addiction problems if you can avoid them.
Anyway, ask about Suboxone for pain relief. If it works for you, it will be worth it in the end. Good luck.
 
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Thanks for the suggestion! I will definitely look in to it. Do you know how strong it is by any chance? We are trying to avoid anything stronger than I really need because of how many drugs I am on already.:smile:
 
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syboxone

It is not very strong in comparison to Narcotic Meds,. I take 2 mg tablets 3Xs a day. I melt them under my tongue. I have been on this same dose for just about the whole four years. They strart you on a lower dose in the beginning. My insurance covers all but a small so pay and a portion of the doctors visits.
 
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