Hi all glad am not alone been feeling really down as I don't know anyone with these illness and they are really getting to me now as anyone been pregnent aNd then found out they had crohns my life has been turned upside down last couple of years and just wonderin if there is hope out there. I first feel pregnent in 2008. And when I was 25 weeks I was taken into hospital to find My little girls heart had stopped beating life as you can imagine was a blur and caused a lot of problems then in 2011 I got pregnent again well life felt great at the same time was told I had step b but not to worry as it will only cause problems when going into labour so was put at back of my mind few weeks later was told suspected crohns dIease this was a huge shock and was hard to take in but was told many women go on to have a healthy baby at 24 weeks I took ill as baby wasn't grown all was very sick so was took in for a c section my little angel was so small under 1 ib but she was a fighter few days later was told I also had lupus for me just felt my world was ending my little girl fought so hard for 7 days but she just couldn't cope anymore and sadly lost her fight and went to sleep since then gone many test and so sick of hospitals I have all tests and same as all you confirmed crohns and lupus I don't know if this is the reason for the lose of my girls and I just hope later in life I am blessed with a child and these disease don't stop this. In may this year I got a stoma put in as the crohn got bad was told it was just to give my body a break for 3 months 6months later had appoinment at hospital on monday was told its possible my stoma isn't coming out mri isn't looking good I feel its just 1 bad step after another and the hole gets deeper the stoma is a big impact. On my life hate ano nobody like it but mentally is really affectin me I go back on 7th november to see surgeon and I am prayin he will take the stoma away . I got loads a test done so I can try the new treatment adilimumab and have heard a lot of horror storys and would be lien if I said I wasn't scared I really am as everyone already on a lot of meds and try everything really does anyone have a I hope I pass for this treatment but then lupus might stop this being possible just feel am in a deep hole and really felt alone found this form by mistake and so glad I did as I have seen parents write about there children so young getting this horrible illness and I thought I was to young to be going through this I am only 27 and feel like my world has ended has anyone been through the same with pregnecy with a sucess outcome or anyone tryin adilimumab with any advice thank you for taken the time to read this keri x