I don't know why but I just wanna know my biggest fears which really don't have to do a lot with Crohn's in general but it's any kind of cancer diagnoses that truly terrifies me!! And my next big fear is this disease running my quality of life and not being to provide for my family like a man should the surgies and possible poop bag dosent bother me as long as I can still be here for them and provide for them. So basically anything that would take me away from my family to early or anything that would basically disable me from being able to be there for them :-( 11yrs later and I still battle irrational fears everyday even though I'm blessed beyond my wildest dreams how sad :-(