Hi I'm a 15 year old boy living with crohns. I was diagnosed when I was 13 and this disease has completely ruined my life. I've been in the hospital once already and have only reached remission for a couple weeks.i have to give bloodwork at least 3 times a month because of my changing medications and I'm currently using prednisone because of a flare.
I hate everything about myself and everything this disease has done to me. I feel like shit all the time and I'm never happy with myself. Crohns and steroids are delaying my growth which makes everything 100x worse. I'm 5'1" 88lbs and I'm not getting anywhere. I used to love sports and I was an amazing athlete too. Now I've gone from MVPs to sitting on the fucking bench. And it's solely because of my symptoms restricting me.
I have a lot of friends and none of them know about this disease but people are starting to notice things. I'm a teenager and I want to do what teenagers do. I've had to pass up on drinking with friends or going to parties all the time because Alcohol and crohns don't mix. I feel stuck and helpless because I'm not getting to enjoy my childhood at all. They say being a teenager is supposed to be the best time of your life, but not a day goes by where I don't feel terrible about myself. I should be care free and happy but I almost never am:/. I've had constant thoughts of suicide but something holds me back. I don't know what to do anymore. Just wanted to put this out there so people who know what it's like can give me advice
I hate everything about myself and everything this disease has done to me. I feel like shit all the time and I'm never happy with myself. Crohns and steroids are delaying my growth which makes everything 100x worse. I'm 5'1" 88lbs and I'm not getting anywhere. I used to love sports and I was an amazing athlete too. Now I've gone from MVPs to sitting on the fucking bench. And it's solely because of my symptoms restricting me.
I have a lot of friends and none of them know about this disease but people are starting to notice things. I'm a teenager and I want to do what teenagers do. I've had to pass up on drinking with friends or going to parties all the time because Alcohol and crohns don't mix. I feel stuck and helpless because I'm not getting to enjoy my childhood at all. They say being a teenager is supposed to be the best time of your life, but not a day goes by where I don't feel terrible about myself. I should be care free and happy but I almost never am:/. I've had constant thoughts of suicide but something holds me back. I don't know what to do anymore. Just wanted to put this out there so people who know what it's like can give me advice