Hi everyone. My name is Hillary and I have been dealing with inflammatory bowel disease for nearly 11 years. Dealing with may not be correct... really, I have been suffering, and my entire family has been suffering right along with me. I have had a myriad of diagnoses by various doctors, everything from ibs to colitis to rare foreign diseases. I have had some doctors tell me its all in my head, while others suggested I just have a total colectomy. I have had temporary ileostomies, resections, and been on what seems like every medication known to man. My symptoms include diarrhea, rectal pain and bleeding, abdominal pain, and fatigue. I cannot eat without becoming horribly ill. I feel like I spend more time in the bathroom than anywhere else. I haven't been able to work since 2011. The pain is so excruciating at times that all I can do is lay there and cry. I recently started seeing a new doctor whom I get a really good vibe from. He is positive that I have Cohn's. So I have been taking Cimzia and prednisone for about 6 weeks now, but still no improvement. He said it could be another 6 weeks before I notice a difference. I feel... not terribly hopeful. I know that is a poor attitude to have, but I am so tired of getting my hopes up just to be let down. I am so tired of being sick and not being able to take proper care of my family. I feel worn out and discouraged. I would love to hear from some people that have been in similar situations. It would be great to mot feel so alone. Thanks