I was first diagnosed in 2004, was in complete denial and irritated when I was denied life insurance due to my dr's diagnosis!!! My first flare up caused extreme pain and discomfort.....went on Pentasa/Enticort/Prednisone....was weened off of all within 1 year, no real symptoms thought everything was okay. Well early 2007 started to have that feeling again....going to the bathroom was like labor. I went from terrible painful diarhea to terrible painful constipation. My doctor doesn't seem to be interested in my constipation although all his "remedies" cease to work. I spend more time in the bathroom straining, crying and end up very diappointed when I can't even produce. I've started B-12 shots 2 months ago along with my usual cocktail of Vitamin D, C and Iron of course. After my upper endoscopy last month was placed on Kapidex. Follow up is next week and I really want him to tell me what can get rid of this irritating sometimes constant pain in my right side and my hair is coming out. I am tired of being tired, I am sick of the gas and I would love for my skin to glow like it use to and for folks to not be able to see that I don't feel so good. Hate to sound so down but I don't understand this disease and hope that if I continue to read the post/threads I will not feel so alone....not to mention I wanna have another child and can't imagine how I can muster the strenght to do that.