Took my loading dose of humira today and to my suprise it wasn't as bad as what I have read about it online. Stung a little but other than that, nothing to complain about! I still can't get over the fear of developing something like tcell lymphoma or a serious infection, causing me a good amount of stress due to the fact that i fit the age/sex group for the main group of people who develop the disease. Any advice on how to relax a little?