Hang in there. No matter how many times a doc tells you not to worry, you will. But try not to let it ruin your day either.
I used to work as a pathology medical secretary (when you get something removed, they sent it to our docs to diagnose). I learned that if something even shows a glimmer of cancer, they rush you to see the specialist. Its customary. But it is also no need to worry yourself to death over it because 9/10 times, it was a false report, or something so totally benign. They are just trying to get you in quickly- just in case -so they can catch it early IF there is anything there and make your recovery quicker. That might be why they are seemingly rushing you while telling you all is ok.
Try to keep your mind off of things. Go find a new hobby, take a vacation if you can, do something so you aren't thinking on it 24/7. You will be ok. Think positive thoughts!! And altho you feel alone, you aren't. You have your friends here!!
Donna