hi again, thanks for the support. sorry was such a brief first post but i have had a bad day and zero energy so couldnt write more.
i will try and give you some background to whats actualy happened, to be honest alot of it didnt fall into place untill the last couple of days ive been reading stuff on here. now alot of my history makes sense to me.
if i dont get to finish this tonight (bad bad bad pain) i will add to it soon as i can.
well things started pretty bad about 4 years ago with bad pain and alot of D with fair amounts of blood mixed in, my dad was dying at the time with bowl cancer so i wasnt in a rush to get any tests (in denial and scared stiff!). things got worse and my business was starting to suffer ,i was working to hard and playing too hard and ended up colasping! a week in hospital but with no tests done and i was sent home! things got worse for me and i started getting in with people i shouldnt have (but looking back and reading here it may of actualy helped)so i strted to smoke MJ heavily and drinking alot. the stomach seemed to settle some and i was feeling better, finaly got some tests done although by then was feeling alot better than i had before! dureing the colonoscopy alot of biopsies were taken and the GI doc was convinced looking at the valve on my terminal illium that i had cancer!!! panic set in! i was rushed all over the hospital for various tests and prescride morphine for pain relief.
the tests came back as crohns (i was happy with that then). now we skip a very bad part of my life...........6 months after all this i met a wonderful girl and we moved house had a baby and i got my life in control again. total remision untill 6 months ago
pain blood and D like never before! so back on the test circuit again wich here is slow, my GP was rubish so have just changed to another one. as for side affects they have been horendous, i will detail later when i have energy.
thanks all