If it's not one thing it's another with me. Almost like I'm not supposed to get remicade because everything is being so fcking stupid. I had a reapplication(or "intrim report") due for food stamps and medicaid recently. I worked a lot during December because of the holiday and I am in retail. My hours have dropped drastically from 40 hours to 15 hours a week but of coarse they asked for verification in January. Well basically they decided I'm going to make $1045 a month because of Decembers amount. I only make maybe $600 a month. Anyway because of that they cut off medicaid. I got approved for "transitional medicaid" whatever the fck that is and food stamps got dropped from $300 to $155. Food stamps don;t matter as much to me. We've lived off $155 before but I'm pissed they dropped medicaid. How am I supposed to ever get better if they keep fcking with me. If I'm dropped from medicaid I have no way of getting better...I have no way to pay for my medicine and it'll end up killing me. I hope the fcking government is fcking happy. They charge out the ass for insurance so I can't afford a private plan insurance isn;t offered through my job and they only thing that actually helps they want to boot me and my son off because "I no longer fall below 90% poverty" This country is fcked up.