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Hi Folks,
Firstly, how liberating and comforting to read your stories and posts. For over two years I have kept quiet on the day to day experiences of living with Crohns - even not admitting to them to myself. I have rushed headlong back into work following a 3 mnth hospitalisation and was so worried about this enforced absence that I have yet to take a day's holiday this year...
That is until now. My doc said to my last week that I have to take my foot off the gas and come to terms with my illness and manage it better. My fatigue is all encompassing, I am uncharacteristically snappy (losing several good friends along the way) and feel that my Crohns is totally enveloping me.
That said, this and other sites are helping enormously. It is very sad that I appear to be retrenching from the world, where once I was a social animal, gregarious and fun to be around, I have latterly all but drawn the curtains on the old me.
On top of it all, I have suspected Carcenoid Syndrome which is adding to my worries and I don't know too much about it.
I guess baring my soul on here is part of my receovery and management plan. I want to be able to share and learn from you good people, many if not most are faring far worse than me. I just don't want Crohns to subsume my personality, identity and zest for life and it's crept up on me.
Thanks for listening. Am sure that I'll become a regular fixture round here if you'll have me! Good health, good luck and good times to you all.
Al xxxx
Firstly, how liberating and comforting to read your stories and posts. For over two years I have kept quiet on the day to day experiences of living with Crohns - even not admitting to them to myself. I have rushed headlong back into work following a 3 mnth hospitalisation and was so worried about this enforced absence that I have yet to take a day's holiday this year...
That is until now. My doc said to my last week that I have to take my foot off the gas and come to terms with my illness and manage it better. My fatigue is all encompassing, I am uncharacteristically snappy (losing several good friends along the way) and feel that my Crohns is totally enveloping me.
That said, this and other sites are helping enormously. It is very sad that I appear to be retrenching from the world, where once I was a social animal, gregarious and fun to be around, I have latterly all but drawn the curtains on the old me.
On top of it all, I have suspected Carcenoid Syndrome which is adding to my worries and I don't know too much about it.
I guess baring my soul on here is part of my receovery and management plan. I want to be able to share and learn from you good people, many if not most are faring far worse than me. I just don't want Crohns to subsume my personality, identity and zest for life and it's crept up on me.
Thanks for listening. Am sure that I'll become a regular fixture round here if you'll have me! Good health, good luck and good times to you all.
Al xxxx