Hi Bleedblue214 (is that a Green Bay Packers logo as your avatar?? Go Pack!!). First I must say that I can totally relate, to both the depression and the financial worries. If you haven't already, check with your hospital and see what they offer for financial aid. They should have some sort of assistance program, you'll probably have to fill out forms and provide copies of financial documents, etc. I know because I went through that myself, and I was approved - I had over $6,000 in medical debt that was basically wiped out, no more debt!
And if you haven't already, check into Humira's financial assistance program too. I haven't been on Humira myself, but I've heard others on here say that there's a program where you can get Humira for something like $5 per month.
I hope the Humira works wonders for you and gets you feeling a lot better. I am in remission myself and I can say from experience that I am a lot happier than I used to be! It's so easy to get depressed when you're ill all the time and feel like there's no end in sight. Hang in there, feel better soon, and please know that there is a light at the end of that tunnel!