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My story/situation

Hi Everyone - I have been posting here for about a month and I figure it is time to offer up some background. Here is my sory...


I grew up thinking that I was too stupid for college....until one day, at age 23, I realized that I had nothing to lose by trying! So I picked my dream degree/job and went for it. (I wanted to be an archaeologist and dig in exotic lands, investigate human evolution and pratice forensics.) In my first 2 years of college, I surprised myself by getting A's and B's - something I had never been able to attain before.

As I continued into the summer of 2005, I started to get some symptoms and went to see a university doctor. However, I had to keep going back to the doctor because everthing he said I had just seemed to get worse with time. Everytime I went to see him, he gave me a new diagnosis - acid reflux, gastritis, IBS, IBD, lack of fiber, etc.. As my symptoms increased in severity, I began attending an archaeology field school where temperatures were 110+ and days lasted from 5am-5pm. It was physically grueling to say the least. By the end of the 8 week school, I was a extremely anemic, had sore red bumps all over my legs, couldn't eat without pain or wothout throwing up, bloody stool, dirrhrea, etc. I finally got the university doctor to send me to an outside specialist and was diagnoised within 3 weeks - 9/2005 at the age of 25.

Ever since, I have been struggling with employment, friends, relationships, social activities, depression, medical bills, etc. The disease has robbed me of many of mydreams and ambitions, and it still continues to hold me back from things that I want. For me, the disease has taken its toll on me mentally much more so than physically.
 
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I am sorry to hear that your symptoms may be coming back, i think everyone on here dreads the day when they wake up and they feel a flare up coming on.

I understand how you feel when it comes to struggling with life, but you have to remember that you can't let this rob your life, nor control every aspect of it. If you ever need someone to talk to I'm around and I hope that everything goes okay with your appointment. Good luck!
 

fenway1971

Sports Crohnie
Hi fateful one -
Welcome to the forum. Don't let this disease get the best of you. It's hard as we all have our tough days managing the symptoms and challenges this disease throws at us. But don't give up - you'll find support and inspiring stories on this forum. Hang in there and let us know how your scope goes.
 
It has been awhile

I haven't been to the forum in a long, long, time. I wanted to say thanks for the posts though. I am trying to not let it get the best of me. I know I will have good days/weeks/months/years and bad ones. Its just llife I guess:)
 

ameslouise

Moderator
Hi Fateful - How are you feeling now? What meds are you on and what have you tried?

Have you been able to continue school?

Hope you are feeling okay these days -let us know how you are doing!

-Amy
 
Medicated:)

ameslouise said:
Hi Fateful - How are you feeling now? What meds are you on and what have you tried?

Have you been able to continue school?

Hope you are feeling okay these days -let us know how you are doing!

-Amy
Hey Amy -

Well, I am happy to report that I am in a much better place mentally. My doc and I have been trying out different combinations of anti-depressants and anti-anxiety meds (Cymbalta and Wellbutrin and Zanax) and they have really helped me turn around my negative thinking. I hope I can hang onto my new optimism and continue to make progress.

As for my physical well-being, I started flaring severely and suddenly last week out of the blue. I had to be hospitalized for a few days and now I am just hoping that the steriods and Remicade kick in fast!:)

How are you doing these days?


 

ameslouise

Moderator
Hi Fateful - Sorry to hear that you are flaring again! But glad you are feeling better mentally, it will help you thru the flare! I am a big fan of "better living thru chemicals" when it comes to head drugs and am currently on 2 myself. I think they have finally allowed me to accept my dx of Crohn's.

I hope the Remicade starts to work fast for you! At least the steroids should kick in soon - they usually do the trick pretty quick!

Hang in there and stay positive! -Amy

PS Have you been able to continue school at all?
 
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