I swear that nothing can ever go right for long. None of my current treatment plans seem to be helping and my disease is becoming active again. I'm even getting a bunch of mouth sores which is making eating harder that it already is. Not to mention all the stress of school and my job where I always get the short end of the stick. I just wish sometimes that something for at least a while would go my way. It's getting harder and harder to deal with everything and my anxiety and depression is getting worse from it all, but I don't want to see yet another doctor for it. Like today while I was at work I had to run into the bathroom just to cry because it is all too much to deal with right now. I'm only 20 and I just want to live my life like everyone else my age