Crohn’s disease is just brutal.
I’m Jeremy. I live in orange Ca I’m currently under the care of UCI medical in Orange.
I’ve had crohns since my teens but undiagnosed. Im diagnosed now and working on a plan but also currently dealing with multiple spondyloarthropies and I’m about as low in the depression scale as possible. I barely eat. I sleep all day. I don’t work. Miserable.
Just got a new colorectal surgeon and she wants to explore this nice new anal fistula that is causing problems with surgery.
I don’t want any of this. I don’t see any way out. I just don’t want to be in this position and I can’t figure out how to get back to life. I just see future resections, surgeries, 25%mouse infusions and this constant basketball bloating with diarrhea that rarely goes away. I can’t get my b and d vitamin levels up and I’m losing my mind.
I absolutely do not have any thoughts of death. I want to live but I can’t seem to find the will. It seems like this disease is just brutally devastating and I dont see anything resembling a pain free future.
Anyone have any ideas?
I’m Jeremy. I live in orange Ca I’m currently under the care of UCI medical in Orange.
I’ve had crohns since my teens but undiagnosed. Im diagnosed now and working on a plan but also currently dealing with multiple spondyloarthropies and I’m about as low in the depression scale as possible. I barely eat. I sleep all day. I don’t work. Miserable.
Just got a new colorectal surgeon and she wants to explore this nice new anal fistula that is causing problems with surgery.
I don’t want any of this. I don’t see any way out. I just don’t want to be in this position and I can’t figure out how to get back to life. I just see future resections, surgeries, 25%mouse infusions and this constant basketball bloating with diarrhea that rarely goes away. I can’t get my b and d vitamin levels up and I’m losing my mind.
I absolutely do not have any thoughts of death. I want to live but I can’t seem to find the will. It seems like this disease is just brutally devastating and I dont see anything resembling a pain free future.
Anyone have any ideas?